= distance, and holy fuck it is working. I couldn't do it before, but I can do it now. I guess that means that feelings are changing and that I don't have to rely on him anymore. This is fantastic. I feel... neutral. I don't feel sad anymore. And it's not just one of those mood swing things either. This is for real. It's gone. Thank shit. I never thought I could do it.
On the other hand, went to a killer party with a killer boy. Was totz awf da chain imo ;D